Board Thread:Off-Topic/@comment-27048832-20161111000047/@comment-27109924-20161113064809

lol Silverwater, you need some therapy:) (i attached a pic from his Monaco race)

Thank you very much for the videos.. I think F1 2016 will be up my alley.. Tho you can make an argumemt about "path of least resistance" by having it all in the palm of your hand by paying for it.. It used to be a fun aspect of rr3, having to work towards a goal, plan out the progress, work on being a better driver.. I actually remember at work one day being really excited as that evening i was gonna buy another gold car, i planned out for it, farmed LeMans, fruits of my labour were gonna be collected:)

Then it all got kinda more difficult, cant remember what release that was, but Monkeys tightened the screws hard.. That first amazement of "how much??" when we learned of the gold intensive upgrades to finish a series, was replaced by bewilderment as it repeated over and over, and we've been in that merciless Groundhog Day ever since..

Even now, in a personal perspective where gold is plentyful and driving skills have been sharpened not only by desire but also by necesity, that scar of them events lingers deep.. There is seldom joy, besides few brief moments like teamers, as if the game cheated on me somehow and broke my spirits.. Im going through the motions, more in a reflex of keeping up, rather than admiration of new car additions and attaining goals.. Perhaps it's just me being jaded and unhappy in a situation many would gladly be in.. Perhaps..

I dont believe in the remembrance wall anymore.. I will just either keep up at my leisure as i do now (falling deeply behind on completions, but all cars collected and upgraded as needed), or just give my game away to someone that will find the joy in it i lost along the ways.. Parts of me want them embers to be rekindled, that wonder to return one day.. I haven't given up looking for that light in a fog, i remain hopeful, but arealistic pessimistic now of expecting a change in me or Monkeys..

For me less time intensive game will be more suitable, tho really i have time a plenty.. Got to learn and discipline myself in that regard, much as i did in the rr3 glory days.. Hence i welcome the thought and look of F1 2016.. And it has Monaco, the one track i coveted and never got in rr3..